Sunday, December 23, 2007
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my wrap-er suddenly msg me lots of weird stuffs.
he was consoling me.
but i can sense he had another way of thinking.
sickening.
alrights.was supposed to take over wendy's shift yesterday morning but cant wake up in e end. cos e night before i was doing night shift.and michelle was asking if i would be tired.
and she added "做坏人容易，做好人很难.你也不需要对她这么好."
i guess helping others was my nature bah.
but still cant wake up.lols.
called michelle.lucky she said she was mentally prepared, so didnt reprimand me.phew!
did morning shift.we changed shifts till i was working with jasmine again.
when i was checking in e transit, i noticed e security guard looked very familiar.
guess what.she's susie! that security guard from HOLY HIGH.lols.
we cant even have our break today.cos e passengers just came flowing in continuosly.
so just went to dabao mac.
met quite a few guys who cant keep their hands to themselves today.eeeww.
now i would stand a distance away from e redemption counter le.
they are asking us to invite more people to POP.cos very little people.thats what they say.
i felt like asking.
but i just cant press send when i have already typed finish my msg.
and i got a feeling that he will just turn me down.
i dunno.
but i hope that my feeling is wrong.
in conclusion, i still dare not send it.
saw a passenger with e same name as him.
and i suddenly cant smile anymone.
so i think that passenger might think i'm rude.
but i just felt like running to e ladies and cry inside.
alex told me something.
and i knew deep down, it's true.
poured everything out.
it still doesnt help though.
and dun think he will bother about me anymore.
its been ages since we last chatted.
really chat like nobody's business.
let me count.
how many more days, months or years do i need.
