Wednesday, April 09, 2008
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unbelievable!
we only had 3 rounds of track yesterday!
but had those jumping exercise and standing broad jump.
at least its way much better than 12 rounds.
bernard tan still asked someone to fill ice water for us though no one drank it. lols.
got back maths lecture test.
was so freaking bad.
had e same marks as nic so both of us have to like him.
quite a dumb deal set by him. lols.
my emotions are getting hard to control.
i was laughing crazily for a second and e very next second, my mind was already back to him.
surprisingly nic could see through me, though my eyes were fixed on e physics thingy on e screen.
i was longing for his presence sometimes.
but sometimes, i wished i could just get out of this.
it wasnt e anger anymore.
but e disappointment which caused e pain in my heart.
i totally have no idea whats behind those craps.
and who to believe.
what she told me is like a chanting which keeps going on in my head every now and then.
and there he told me a different story.
so whats going on?
leaving me alone here like what i have been going through?
i dun even noe whats my decision now.
alright alright.
whatever it is, shall try not to ponder over it too much.
tennis training again.
not circuit but instead consisting of diferent segments.
was required to take that heavy ball and ran 4 rounds of track and other shits.
played against e fence to train abit.
had my dinner only at 9.30!
this seems so unusual from my usual schedule.
another thurs again tml.
a long day awaiting ahead.
