Monday, August 11, 2008
♥
baby.
you made me realised how blissful i am at home.
you made me cherish my understanding mum even more.
you made me realised that my mum is really accomodating towards me.
yes i totally agree with u that it is not ur fault.
yes, she always explodes for no reason.
how i wished i could be there, to spare u from the shoutings.
to spare u from all the innocent scoldings.
i don noe wad's wrong with her,
neither do u.
oh God, please please.
help us to change her.
help us to let her see that wadever she been doing
is a true disgusting reflection of herself.
help her to realise her mistakes.
help her to allow herself to revolve around the world
and not the world revolving around her all the time.
unreasonable.
self-centered.
demanding.
inconsiderate.
selfish.
what more can i say.
baby, i am sorry i couldn't help u in any way other than listening to you.
i am sorry for not being able to help change her.
i am sorry for not being able to share her scoldings.
i am sorry for not being able to let her scold me instead.
get her off of our minds.
coz maybe she's really not worth for u to care.
maybe, she only needs herself to survive.
let this go on, and one day she will realise her folly.
i love u babe.
tian-tian bao-by
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thanks nic.
and its okay.
dunnid to apologise for this.
i love you bao-by. (: