Sunday, October 12, 2008
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promo's over for quite some time.
now its mainly pw and chinese.
verdict is coming out tml.
and i got a very bad feeling.
even my chinese was screwed.
not to say other subjects.
even with or without CA, it wont help much.
or maybe CA will make it worse.
had been thinking.
what if i cant make it to next year and retain?
leaving the wonderful class.
i really hate that feeling.
i just cant imagine retaining and mixing with a brand new class.
so whats the point of studying when its still the same at the end.
what if i've started working hard since start of the year?
will it make a difference?
will it save me from fearing that i'll retain?
i really dont have the courage to know the truth tml.
dad's in Japan.
when i need someone to confide to.
i wanna hear him say "its okay. at least you've tried your best" again.
just like how he encouraged and consoled me when i teared umpteen times during promos.
i miss him. ):
