Wednesday, November 26, 2008
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but just so you know, i never gonna go anywhere without you.and don ever say sorry because it is not ur fault for whatyou are going through now because i know u also don wan it to be this way. i know you feel down for not being able to see me everyday and yeah i feel super sian for not being able to see u also. but we just gotta win this rather than lose it and take the easy way out alright=) ur mum is just the first obstacle we encounter and i believe we can overcome this alright =) we ain't taking the easy way out but grow stronger throughout this. it's hard for the both of us i know. just when i start planning things and outings for the both of us for this hols but yeah so what if this year i cannot go out and spend everyday with you, we have next year, next hols nex nex year and the years after that. We have till eternity. i won ever leave you for not being able to see u and not being able to carry out my plans with you, that will be so not me. and leaving you at this period of time, i will never forgive myself as i once promised you that i will never leave you till you leave me, i will never stop loving you till you stop loving me. and leaving you will never be happier for me than now, even though life's real hard now for both of us, but i believe as long as our hearts stay together, our minds focussed to achieve wad we want and stay together, providing support for each other, this ordeal will soon be over. i will never give up trying to find a way out of all these. i love you baby girl. forever. i mean it. and although edward leaves bella for a period of time, i will never do that.
loving you always, nicholas.
