just JINGYI(:

2012-02-04T18:40:00.001+08:00

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side.

2012-01-15T09:35:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry.
if only it helps.
how long do i need to wake up from this nightmare.

2012-01-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

I know its not easy.and its not gonna be.
1 week.
Thinking to self: is this what I want?

2011-11-06T14:52:00.001+08:00

When I saw her eyes swollen and tears trickling down
on the train,
empathy strikes.

2011-10-25T12:23:00.001+08:00

1 more month.

just 1 more month.

perservere.

我的心深深傷過卻不會忘

2011-10-14T00:13:00.002+08:00

Your actions just totally disgust me, bitch.

you could be the prof of Bitch 101.

2011-10-08T22:23:00.001+08:00

I did.

And I still do.

But maybe I will not.

who knows.

2011-09-17T21:22:00.001+08:00

Why.

can you tell me what happened

which set me thinking the whole day.

2011-08-19T10:03:00.002+08:00

School has finally started for a week!

after around 9months of break.

got to find back my study momentum before having the chance to cry over unsatisfying GPA.

life has been great thus far,

but some things are best to remain the way it is.

2011-07-12T21:50:00.002+08:00

July.
its gonna be mid July.
6 and a half of 2011 has passed.
and in 1 and a half weeks time, I'm not gonna be in the routine of 8.30-6pm.
and immediately after, will be flying off, attending camps, and going on a short trip again.
needless to say, school gonna start.

somehow, i dont anticipate for it to start.
its always this kinda feeling - going to a brand new environment alone, learning an alien course.
hopefully things will turn out fine.
*fingers crossed*

you, that song still reminds me of you.

2011-05-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

Really appreciate alot for their time and effort to plan such surprising day for me.
the gifts they bought and just by celebrating with me.
never would i expect us to be as close, or ever closer, after so many years.
(:

just that when i dig out all my letters and msges to read,
i cant get to read all yours' this year. :/

life cant get any better than this.
everything is going well and i'm enjoying much!
though its kinda boring at work but great company keep me going.
or rather the food too!

hopefully things will get even better on 3june!

2011-04-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

Its hard not to think of you in times like this.

2011-04-18T13:51:00.003+08:00

Met up with some of the 2Hum peeps for BBQ!
miss them so so much.(:

Finally got to tennis on sat after so long!
played awhile and rushed back for tuition.

Timbre was awesome.
coupled with the taiwan's promotion, which was supposed to make my thursday night the best night ever.
but but but, thanks to Japan, my taiwan trip got to postpone to next year!
zzz.
screw radiation! ):

2011-03-28T14:21:00.004+08:00

ALRIGHTSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Results were out quite some time ago.

not really very satisfying but oh well.

life has been kinda mundane with work, tuitions, driving.

and more work, tuitions and driving.

happy birthday to all the March babiessssssssssss!

means my birthday is arriving! ho ho ho!

2011-02-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

It felt as if my holiday just began and results are releasing soon.
I'm still enjoying
all the meeting-ups, breakfasts, suppers.
how i wish we can just take exams for the sake of taking.
then i wouldnt have to worry about the outcome.

Schedule has been pretty packed.
from morning till night.
travelling all over Singapore.
but at least its much better than staying home and thinking what to do next.

Holy shit!
my hair is getting thinner and thinner.
I'm more stressed now than during exams.

2011-01-23T22:31:00.003+08:00

My 7bucks meal. (:
This is found beside the lift at the workplace.

YESSAAAA!

my 2 weeks of work had ended!

Somehow, I think the primary school kids now are different from the ones of my time.

besides asking those random questions like

"Where do you stay?" or "Can you bring me to Hg Mall to play?",

they also ask questions like

"Will you be sleeping with me tonight?"

or maybe there's such kids last time.

like my HONG ZHONG JINX!

LOLS.

mahjong. shopping. tennis. swimming. running.

2010-12-31T18:49:00.002+08:00

2010, filled with all the ups and downs.

but with every passing year,

more things are bring learnt.

hopefully 2011 will be a better one.

2010-12-04T10:51:00.003+08:00

I guess some people just have to open their eyes abit bigger to see things clearly.
and not just believing to all the bedtime stories that you've been told.

After all these,
I've learnt not to comment much.
if people think that they are right, let them be.
if after knowing me for so long and think that I would act so lowly,
let them be.
I dont need people who dont trust me.
to think that people could see clearing things up as just my act of faking or acting innocent.
I didnt know I have such good acting skills.
Why didnt anyone discover my potential. TSK.
but whatever it is,
I do whatever I like.
Oh! And I dont hide or act like some people.
sometimes you just need to think through before you comment on others,
and not making a big fuss out of it and act as if you're living in a drama.
but some people just have no brain I guess.

2010-11-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

9.56.
I'll miss you.

2010-10-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

Tell me what to say
to someone who is lying in hospital.
cos I just lost the ability to speak when I watched her lying there,
eyes taped and tubes inserted all over.

2010-10-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

Finally, after 3 years, I'm a graduate of SRJC.
not that I can't wait to get out of this school cos this is the place which taught me alot of things,
but its just because its 3 years.
SRJC, a place where we've all grown more mature,
a place where we know the meaning of helping and encouraging one another especially through times like WILLrun and the intensive mugging for major exams.
It is through these times that you find that your friends,
not only being able to have lunch with you during breaks and dinner after lessons,
but are also the ones who are always by your side,
encouraging you not to give up,
providing help whenever you need, both academically and emotionally,
or maybe, just by being there and showing their presence.

I would really miss all my friends,
especially 2S16, after we've left school.
A class, as bonded as we can be, even though there are 26 unique indivuals.
A class, which we'd do a count down to A levels everyday by taking pictures and videos.
A class, which we'd be having meals together and occupying the whole row of benches in canteen.
A class, with all nice and caring people who are always ready and willing to lend a helping hand.
A class, whom others are jealous of cos of our unitedness and bondedness.
I would say, this is a special class, with all the friends, whom I'd hold on dearly to. (:

2010-10-15T23:31:00.004+08:00

Isn't the Econs dept sweet?

That was how pitiful my feet were.

This was how we went home! haha!

MCQ!!

Oh my!

That MCQ picture is the most epic one already!

comparable to my epic love picture.

lols!

Alrights.

This year is coming to an end soon.

with Pre-A ending next week.

and graduation day following.

then there will be, the reason behind all the hardcore studying.

I'd really miss SR, all the fun, and especially 2S16.

they made my last year here a memorable one.

even though its getting more stressful with each passing day now,

I hope we would all be smiling, laughing, grinning from cheek to cheek, jumping with joy,

when we receive a set of beautiful results next year.

2010-09-17T22:23:00.004+08:00

Prelims.
I dont wanna talk about it already.

For the past week, it felt like, hell.
I just didnt have any appetite.
usually I would find the fastest way home so that I could rest earlier.
but this time, I chose to take a longer route, at a much slower pace.
I'm trying real hard not to break down in the public, especially school.
afterall, its 3 years.
3 miserable years.
I just cant imagine myself not being able to go anywhere next year after all that I've been through.
to add on, you have to do this.

This sums up my pathetic week,
with econs timed correction on a saturday morning tml.

I seriously cant take it when you dont talk to me suddenly.

2010-08-31T23:51:00.002+08:00

Prelims is over!
or rather, was over last week.
lols.
didnt really put in as much effort as for mids.
gonna flunk like shit.

This year's teachers' day performance was much better than the past 2 years.
the geisha was epic.
haha!

Had a long chat with them at the gallery.
millions of memories and thoughts were running through my head.

Okay!
time to really start studying.

And a random note to sharan:
I still love cookies and cream!
haha lols!

2010-07-24T23:25:00.008+08:00

12 yong tau fu bowls waiting for twinnie to finish her last bowl!

Another stack : our dinner.

Taupok list. HAHA!

An exchange of dad. haha lols!

Woke up kinda late this morning.

so rushed to school.

cos feng went into LT already.

then that Lao Bu told me started already!

made me chiong like mad.

zzz lols!

I didnt realise the postcards have our individual names.

cos all look the same to me.

ended up mistook JJ's. lols!

Maths timed trial straight after that.

and I really hate sitting under the air con.

was doing halfway when feng suddenly mumbled something but I didnt hear properly.

so he was looking at the clock.

'11:11'

haha.

2010-07-19T19:51:00.003+08:00

Alrights!

Just to clarify, I wasnt upset/hurt by some guy.

and I'm fine now! (:

time for some pictures!

This was taken quite some time ago.

greedy pig! HA!

Okay.

The following ones will explain the result of leaving my phone with them.

haha lols!

ARNOLDDDDDDD!

Arnold's face was kinda distorted. LOLS!
With feng being Arnold's wallpaper.
he was sleeping so peacefully and the next moment many of our phones have his picture already.
HAHA!

This was when we went back to class after buying something and realised that my bag was gone!

And they wrote on the board that the clue is in my phone.

so this was the clue: I thought they freaking threw my bag into the dustbin!

but in fact it was at the very end of the corridor.

that small black dot.

LOLS!

And this was what happened to Leonard's bag.

on the 4th floor!

There was actually a continuation of "missing valuables" today.

but the photos were with that AWESOME LAOBU instead.

haha!

I was actually supposed to search for my bag after our lunch.

but before I got the chance,

some J1s were going to have their lesson in our class.

so they had to bring down all our barang barang.

lucky I didnt have to "retrieve" my bag from the top of the classroom's door myself.

I'd be paiseh ttm.

HAHAHA!

current addiction:

Dutty Dutty Dutty love

I'm feeling like you letting go

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Time to study for chem test!

2010-07-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

You made my day!
I could fly over (even if its as far as CCK) to hug you now!
was actually smiling to myself during tuition.
haha lols!
I love you, twinnie! (:

hoping that things will turn out right.
(:

2010-07-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

TGIF.
The long, tiring week has ended. Finally.
gonna have a good rest tml even though there's still maths in the morning.

Okay.
wanted to upload all the pictures.
but i'm dead beat already.
so here is another one of them!

Shannon's socks hanging on the screen's string!

2010-07-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

The last time I felt so terrible,
that I even broke down on the bus,
was so many months ago.
I didnt expect my tears to flow uncontrollably this time.
kept reminding myself that yesterday was the last time that I would ever break down in public or school.
but it happened again.
I really tried my best.
did all I could.
pretending that I'm alright.
but nothing worse could affect me more than this.
the worst thing is,
I really dont know what to do anymore.
why would this happen.

torn apart.

2010-07-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

One of the few photos which they took while we went to buy something.
that was leonard's bag.
LOLS!
so never leave your valuables unattended.
even when going toilet.
if not they will end up like this.
haha.
I'll upload the rest of the photos another day.

These 2 days were torturous enough.
I was super, ultra worried yesterday.
spent a whole afternoon thinking if I said anything wrong.
but just so you know,
I've never been mad at you for those kinda things.
never. and I wont be.
if you had not known,
I dont get angry or pissed easily.
so really, I wasnt any bit angry with you.
so you can be at ease and stop being upset with yourself alrights. (:
seriously, I would love to see you being your old, usual self. (:

2010-07-02T21:55:00.001+08:00

Pathetic me.
my Econs cant make it.
oh wells.

Yesterday me and my dear twin supposed to study for econs timed correction.
but we used an hour watching Farid performing his magic tricks instead.
lols!
went back class after that to see few of them still studying.
first thing I did was to check my phone cos i left it in class.
but to realise that my wallpaper became the guys' camwhore photo.
and my screensaver became another of their photo!
my mum's contact photo became theirs too.
this is what happens when I left my phone with the 5 guys.
haha lols!

Went home.
no dinner for me.
till dad bought durians. lols.

Woke up late this morning.
so rushed to school to pace her.
felt like playing tennis after that but didnt have time already.

So after school we're supposed to study for the timed correction.
studying halfway, "mummy" called me.
the caller was "mummy" but the number wasnt my mum's number.
but still picked up anyway.
and to hear Shannon's voice.

"Ah girl ah, now raining. Want me to fetch you not?"

firstly, my mum/dad doesnt call me "ah girl".
secondly, I can hear his voice when I was in the class answering his call and he's outside the class! haha!
thirdly, why must he fake to be my mum instead of my dad. lols!

A few mins later, I received a msg from "Ms. zeenat".
asking me to see her regarding my mid year results.
but apparantly its not her.
lols!

And suddenly someone blurted "Son of a M.Choy."
isnt it similar to Son of a bitch?
HAHAHA!

They also never fail to unclip my clip all the time.
and why am I always the victim?!
haha lols!

Okay!
time to complete 4 physics papers and econs essays for file check.
and of cos, I love 2S16! with all their shit. haha! (:

2010-06-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

That song.
that very song.
was playing again.

2010-06-25T21:33:00.000+08:00

Wow!
this week can be considered the most eventful week of the whole June hols already.
Minus the first 2 weeks for lessons,
we are only left with 2 weeks to complete tons of papers and tutorials.

Had 2S16's BBQ.
didnt stay over even though i wanted to badly for all the 3 days.
cos I still have one whole stack of work undone.
damn.
but the BBQ was super awesome!
at least I helped out by butter-ring the food.
and the chicken wings are heavenly.
haha!

Went school with sharan the next day.
and after much discussion,
we went back to the chalet again!
and to know that all the food was already gone the night before.
lols!
but I only played few rounds of mahjong and taught sharan abit before going off.

Watched Knight and day with sharan, renyi and jason yesterday.
lucky we were late, if not we'll be watching Letters to Juliet.
Quite a nice show. (:

Then while we were studying,
98% of Jason's mind was on She's out of my league.
so who cares about IJC's chem.
haha!
nice show too. (:

I still left with:
GP paper,
2 Chem papers (which include Paper 1, 2 and 3),
4 Physics papers,
2 Econs DRQ corrections,
3 Econs essay outlines,
and Econs test to study.
For the last 2 days plus.
Cheers to myself!

2010-06-16T21:06:00.001+08:00

Daddy got this for me! ((:

Okay.

A random picture which was taken damn long ago during orientation.

with one of the S11. (:

but the interesting thing is,

when did my fringe change to the other side?

lols!

And i'm so addicted to Waka Waka!

I bet Sharan would go "eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"

but its like stuck in my head these few days.

Tsamina mina eh eh

Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

This time for Africa

I love Africa!

haha!

2010-06-08T19:00:00.002+08:00

Was complaining to brother 2 nights ago
that these few days were damn warm and humid.
and he replied:" Get yourself sick and you'll feel cold instead!"

Guess what?
I woke up yesterday morning with a cough.
So i thought no big deal.
And this morning i was greeted with a bad headache, flu, cough and 38.1 fever.
Still went school to collect chem results.
0.21% TO THE NEXT GRADE!
argh!

Had a panadol and went ahead to watch Killers with Sharan.
and we set our eyes on the same red watch!
What a pair of twins. haha! (:

Came home, thinking that I've recovered.
Ended up with 38.3 showing on the thermometer.
zzz.
Alrights!
Time to grab some sleep!

2010-05-26T23:48:00.001+08:00

Max's randomness. lols.

I was asking Max P&C question the other day

when he suddenly asked me what's my favourite colour.

Before I answer him, he sent me his random drawing of my name already.

haha lols!

Viron:

Econs MCQ Qn 1: Which is more harmful to society in terms of deadweight loss?

1) PCA

2) PCB

3) PCfirm

4) PCH

the answer is so obvious!

always thinking of this kind of weird stuffs which make me laugh like mad.

haha!

Okayyyyyyyyyy.
Mids is finally over!
this is the best period.
before the release of results.

Went to have Swensens with Renyi and twinnie!
but no matter what kind of ice cream,
be it 10, 20 bucks or just those cheapo ice cream,
I still prefer McFlurry!
but i wont reject any ice cream though.
haha. (:

2010-05-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

I never did.
And I never will.
I'm gonna say this for the last time.

2010-05-21T19:40:00.001+08:00

FINALLY!
one week of major papers is down!
only left with Maths paper 2 and both Chem and Phy paper 1.
but the freaking paper 1 is in the afternoon!
waste time.
just like Phy paper 2 yesterday.
totally a waste of my 2 hours.
I didn't even know we can choose 2 questions out of the last 3.
ended up doing all 3.
and i still had time to fall asleep.
cos mainly were just, BLANK.
lols.

I feel less stress as compared to common test.
though the number of questions which I didn't know how to do are almost the same.

And I look forward to going study after papers.
cos my motivation is there!
melts. haha! (:

2010-05-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY ONE YEAR AND A DAY OLDER!
which is something i'm not actually proud of.
cos many of this age are already waiting to enter uni,
while i'm still stuck at J2.

oh well.
but i really appreciate what you all had done for me.
the surprise where i'm supposed to read the notice on the noticeboard outside the lift,
which then lead me to the roof garden. (:
searching for my pressie among the bushes!
the surprise cake to my doorstep.
really really thanks for coming down when it was raining so heavily. (:
and of cos, asking me to open dx's locker.
when my food pressie is inside! (:
not to forget a unique pack of gift too. haha!

I seriously didnt expect all these surprises cos we're in the middle of mids.
Thanks for squeezing out time to do these for me. ((:

Okay.
I just told my mum that i got a food pressie.
and her first question was:
"Where is it?!"
So when i told her i left it in my locker,
she said: "Why didnt you bring it back to share with me?!"
This proves that I'm really her biological daughter.
haha lols!

2010-05-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

My nice drawing of twinnie!

Okay.

1 paper down.

to put it accurately, its failed 1 paper already.

i didnt even know what was the AQ asking for. lols.

Chem spa.

Adapted from Viron,

"Nobody cares if Mg is more reactive than Fe, or if the prussian blue ppt is darker than your panties colour."

cos it's over!

I memorised everything.
I even completed the last part about colour changes without heating.

but ended up re-doing 3 times for part 1!!

and I still had all 3 solutions changing to white ppt.

didnt add enough of the excess.

zzz.

It feels like mids is over.

dont even feel like touching any books.

when its only one paper down. - GP.

lols!

2010-05-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

Imagine having 16 slices of bread and egg mayo a day.
seriously, you wouldnt feel like having either of it for the rest of your life.
didnt want to waste Ms Khiew's effort in preparing the egg mayo.
but felt kinda sick of it after that.
nearly had to have it for dinner too.
lols!

so they were writing the definition of Jingyi on the board.
and sharan read "organism" as "orgasm"!
made me laugh like shit.
HAHA!

was studying with them in the study.
while waiting for dad's usual text asking if i need him to pick me up.
then suddenly my mum called, asking if i was on my way home.
so i asked if dad could pick me up.
guess what?

Mum: "Your dad went to buy another fishing rod again!"
Me: "For what?"
Mum: "He's going Malaysia tomorrow for fishing competition."

I was like WHATTTTTT?!
at least fetch me back first right?!
haha lols!

Finally!
The merry month of MAY has arrived!

2010-04-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

Some things are meant to be left unsaid.
while some things that i've said,
are not really what i wanted to say.

2010-04-27T21:57:00.003+08:00

I FINALLY PASSED CHEM!
oh my.
if it was last year, it wouldnt have been such a surprise.
but oh well.
at least i scored a full 10marks for deductive question.
((:

it wouldnt be the same,
if the promises we made 2 years ago, still hold.
2 years, ago.
i didnt hate you for doing so.
neither do i now.
though sometimes i would still wonder,
if not for that,
would it still end up this way.
even so,
i'm happy now. (:

2010-04-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

Mids in a few weeks.
or rather days.
but am still unprepared.

I actually reread that few sentences for some time.
but seriously, i'm not as perfect.

2010-04-18T18:30:00.001+08:00

The chilli crab yesterday wasnt that fantastic.
I expected better though.

used to be kinda busy at this point in time.
but i've got nothing to look forward to now.
oh well.

2010-04-07T22:08:00.001+08:00

Daddy: Define blissful.
Me: To be able to sleep for at least 10hours daily.
Daddy: Do you wanna know my definition?
Me: What?
Daddy: To be able to relief my stomach, especially after diarrhoea.

This was our topic when he was driving me home.
HAHA!

Partner came today!
with Mich, jac, Bernice, and few others!
totally made my day can! (:

but the moment i went back for maths,
my mind just shut down automatically.
by the time when we were supposed to rehearse for walk-in,
I only left with 20% energy.
lols.

Tml is so GP-ish.
Can i dont go? ):

2010-04-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

Just had another round of buffet.
no wonder i cant go on a diet.
its not my fault that i cant resist temptation.
the fault lies with the yummylicious dishes!
haha!

why do i feel so uneasy
when you mentioned someone else.

2010-03-29T22:10:00.001+08:00

Can i have one too? haha! (:

Some people just seriously have nothing better to do.

why should i care when it doesnt even concern me at all.

lols.

On a happier note,

mum doesnt need to come down!

but still have to be called up.

zzz lols.

带我走.

2010-03-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

shared with Renyi. (:

Went white tangerine to have a light meal with them.

then ended up studying with them after that instead.

cos after looking at my results,

they are seriously damn pathetic.

but studying with Jason and Jeremy was not as productive.

most of the time was just talking and laughing. lols.

the school should really paste the classroom's timetable outside each classroom.

made us dabao back and ended up some J1 class using our classroom.

so half of our class went to S14's classroom to have our meals instead.

lols!

after one week,

i finally had the courage to tell them my embarrassing results.

i started tearing even before i said anything.

i guess thats why they didnt scold me or anything even though my results were fking crap.

2010-03-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

Choo:
You're a smart girl.
Have all faith in you girl.
Always thought of you as smarty pants back in secondary school.

haha!
when my results were way much worse than his!
and now he's a 81 pointer.
there's still an Island Creamery treat and dinner! (:

Oh my!
I just realised I've wasted the week again.
damn.

2010-03-18T20:19:00.003+08:00

Went Sentosa for the 123456789 th time.
but this time was with Pegasus OGLs.
it was fun.
even though i was thinking about something most of the time.

I dont wanna go through that again.
I really dont.

I'll be okay.

2010-03-15T19:23:00.003+08:00

I just hope Singapore would snow one day!
though partly its due to the warm weather.

- insert the bimbo cheer.

but more because i would be able to wear the nice furry coats!
haha! (:

I'm so motivated after the P's rally.
but i bet it would die down after 3 days.
the most 1 week?
lols!

I'm looking forward to wednesday!
Though it'd be a tiring day.
((:

2010-03-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

LIKE SERIOUSLY.
25 MCQ and 4 structured questions carrying 20 marks each.
in 2 hours!
first 2 questions on COE and DC were mostly being left blank.
i could only do EM and waves.
partly.
wth.

after our papers were collected,
Feng turned around and said
"If i could pass this paper, I buy you 9999 roses!"
since Valentine's day.
HAHA!

didnt buy anything much after that.
felt so uncomfortable going home empty handed.
lols.

2010-03-10T17:39:00.002+08:00

I felt as though i was taking mid year/promos in year 1.
when i entered the exam hall with an empty brain.

-

knowing that i gonna fail again just made me tear.
i really did study.

2010-03-09T15:20:00.002+08:00

2 papers down.
and i lost my very last bit of motivation to study already.
i'll not be surprised if 0 points stare straight into my face for this common test.

2010-03-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

There are still other courses for you kkies.
(:

I actually thought penguins could clap.
but actually its seals.
"What a Shannon!"
haha!

2010-03-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

I gonna just wait and see.
you deserve this.
or maybe you should deserve some shit worse than this.

Wednesday shall mark as our whities day!
cos our class is full of leaders.
haha. (:

I didnt want this.
but come to think of it now,
so be it.

2010-03-01T19:39:00.002+08:00

1 MORE WEEK!
and i'm totally unprepared.
up till now, i only passed physics.
by a little.
what an achievement.

2010-02-26T20:49:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD.
I finally get my gold back for Napfa ever since after primary 6?
I think. lols.
for the past few years, i could only get silver was always because i cant jump.
the furthest that i had jumped was 163 or 165.
and i finally hit a C for it this time!
was so freaking happy.
haha!

Went tk's for mahjong.
i thought i would see a little difference in him.
ended up he only lost 2kg.
lols!
and i nearly finished eating his new year goodies.
oops! haha. (:

2010-02-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

I knew it'd be the second time already.
thats why i delibrately set 2 alarms yesterday night.
i ended up woke twice to turn off the alarms and continued sleeping.
until Jiahua gave me a morning text. lols.
but was still late.
lols.

the moment i stepped into school, saw P.Goh.
and surprisingly, the people this year all damn early.
me and another girl were the only J2 who were late. lols.

How many times were you late already?
2.
Why were you late?
*silence. waiting for another girl to answer such dumb question*
Why were you late? (for the second time)
*still silence*
Why were both of your late? (for the third time)
*so i just answered*
woke up late.

He continued to fake that smile and blah blah blah.
Then he suddenly said:
What's that ear stud? Change it to a stud.
*roll my eyes* It's a ear stud!
Ya. Change it to a plain and simple one.
But it's a plain and simple ear stud!
Ya. But change it to a simple one.
*roll my eyes and didnt bother to waste my time already*
Ok. Your may go back now.

Just when i was about to turn,
he suddenly called out again.
Just to ask me for my name and class.
With that smile which made me roll my eyes another time.
wth.

Alrights!
hopefully i can survive through tml.
lols.

2010-02-13T13:32:00.004+08:00

Finally has the time to edit.

sometimes,
you just wish that nobody knows about it.

-

cos it affects me too.

-

I was just finding excuses.
cos i dun wanna let you know that i'm really guilty.
but you should know how i feel.

2010-02-08T21:26:00.003+08:00

Sometimes your words and actions just piss me off.
totally.
you just wasted my time.

2010-02-06T11:06:00.005+08:00

That was the best moment.
when pegasus made the history.
all the hard work and efforts are worth.
we hugged and teared.
screamed and shouted all the 10% of energy left.
and of cos, our new college dance, together.
say love. say love.
(:

-

You made me really think through.
and i understand everything now.

2010-02-01T22:03:00.002+08:00

You stood by.
but you're walking in now.
i just hope you'd slow down your steps.

2010-01-30T18:58:00.001+08:00

Why must you do that cos of me?!
i dont worth any of it.
it only makes me hate myself more.

2010-01-24T21:48:00.001+08:00

Okay.
my fever is finally gone.
but still having diarrhoea.
which means i cant go with them tml.
argh. damn.
and a long term gastric pain isnt a nice phrase to hear.
so now have to live on medication for some time.
what a life.

2010-01-22T09:01:00.002+08:00

When are you going to stop lying?
i'm not that dumb, for goodness sake.

39.1 degree + diarrhoea + vomit.
so here i am, instead of going for lessons.
zzz.

2010-01-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

I can't go hospital with you.
sorry.
please be well.
please.

2010-01-15T20:03:00.003+08:00

dang.
had to keep my nose high to prevent free flow of mucus.
and i hate my voice now!
argh.

2010-01-12T21:13:00.004+08:00

You made me proud, bro.
but choose a path which you like and not follow me everywhere anymore. (:

same old lines.
but they mean nothing to me now.
cos i wont believe in those shit anymore.

havent been getting any good sleep.
everyday chiong homework.
and new ones coming in.
and seriously,
i just hate it when they just assume we know everything.
and every of them said the same thing.
just cos we're in this class.
i aint no smartie.

having a bad sore throat.
zzz.

2010-01-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

You made my day. (:

2010-01-07T21:23:00.004+08:00

dead beat.
slept like 5mins or 2 hours.
did presentation till 2am.
sat on bed with J to watch halloween till 5am.
zzz.

first one to tio leeches.
made me scream till i cry.
lols.

but afterall,
everything is worth.
i didnt really enjoy myself so much for quite long already.
(:

2010-01-01T16:23:00.004+08:00

You've run out of words, don't you?
i'll laugh my ass out on that day.

oh god.
i havent pack my backpack!
and i havent remove my nail polish.
and and i havent cut my nails.
shitzxzxzxz.
hopefully they don't break.
if not my heart will break too.
lols.

it wouldn't have been so good without you.
thanks les.
loves. (:

i wanna carry the huge backpack to school!
but it'll seem as though i'm going school for trekking.
lols.

drug addict?!
surprised me indeed.

2009-12-30T22:49:00.003+08:00

I used to dislike talking to ah ma.
communication break down.
but i felt like hugging her just now.
i just wanted to sit down with her.
try to talk to her for hours.
cos there's loneliness in her eyes.
i just wanted to share fried oyster with her.
i hope it'll not be too late.

i realised my hokkien/teochew sucks like hell.
i dun even understand what i'm talking.
lols.
half way through a "let's go!" just blurted out.

didnt expect dad to still remember the stupid thing that i had done in kindergarten.
lols.
i trust everyone without thinking.
even putting a mangosteen seed.
lols.

B, thanks.
though it cant show how appreciated i am,
but still , thanks. really.

2009-12-29T23:56:00.004+08:00

Was researching on the animals in sarawak.
guess what i found.

"The short-nosed fruit bat Cynopterus sphinx is the first bat species to have been observed engaging in oral sex."

beyond my expectation.
lols.

wth.
so old still fooling around.
what's wrong with the LIM's blood.
ah gongggggggg!
lols.

even if there were 101,
i still find it hard to believe you.
i'm so utterly DISGUSTED by your actions and words.

2009-12-26T23:33:00.007+08:00

thanks for the night and this. (:

love at first sight.
i wanna decorate my own dustbin next time! (:

wanted this pooh since sec 4!

even though i have a whole cabinet filled with this. (:

3 gingerbread men.

i remembered i wanted to eat gingerbread man so badly after reading the story.

but after eaten a real gingerbread man,

which is of ginger flavor,

i never wanted them anymore.

lols.

got a red and white candy too! (:

but i think i wont eat it too.

lols.

i'm buried under the pile of work.

and there's still more work.

zzz.

talk to me when you're sober.

2009-12-20T21:03:00.001+08:00

At the rate i'm going,
my savings would be negative.
lols.
but by going for a shopping spree totally makes my day.
it just feels so good when you can buy everything that catches your eye.
IF ONLY i have bill gates as my dad.
haha!

dad looked at me and said i've become so slim.
ha!

2009-12-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

To Forget You - Low Kay Hwa

Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated:
Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences?
Why can't they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics?
That is plain exaggeration.

Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly:
Why would a person cry for another person for hours?
How could a person wait for his lover for years?
That is plain silliness.

Before we became a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid:
How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession?
How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover?
That is plain stupidity.

When I realised I had fallen so deeply in love with you,
I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writers' true stories.

Because when I decided to end our relationship, I realised our story mirrors a love song that I once heard, a novel you once read and a movie we once watched.

2009-12-12T08:45:00.005+08:00

thank you.
for not asking me anything but just being there when i broke down.
i didnt know it would be you.
(:

2009-12-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

11:11.

2009-10-22T11:22:00.005+08:00

Don't they look similar?

haha.

Ain't the green snake beautiful? (:

2nd try of promos is over!

and i still failed gp. zzz.

Other subjects still okay.

I have all time in the world to waste now.

No MT and PW.

though i've wasted 1 year. lols.

oh.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ning and hui! (:

2009-09-10T17:40:00.003+08:00

A collection of kinder joy's toys on one of my shelves.
Thanks to darling.

2009-09-01T19:28:00.000+08:00

Watched Final Destination in 3D with nic.
and sharan.
cos she was in the same theatre hall as me!
haha.

Then walked for damnnnnnn long.
Due to my indecisive-ness.
but still, thanks. (:

oh my oh my!
i haven't really sit down and start revision yet!
still trying to clear homework. zzz.
it's seriously disheartening when this is the second year doing econs, but still, failed.
failed. I mean U. Not even S.
how much lower can I get.

come on come on.
people there studying like nobody's business for A levels.
here am I still trying to clear my promos.
for the second try.

oh well.

and it's irritating when i finally feel like posting photos but blogger doesn't allow me to.
lols.

2009-08-21T17:21:00.001+08:00

You dont worth it.
I did for my bouncy.

2009-07-25T20:42:00.001+08:00

The widening gap.

2009-07-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

Again, it happened. FK.

2009-06-25T20:28:00.004+08:00

Is that your way of treating a friend?
with all the criticising and sarcasm.

or did you have a rule that says:
"You must tell me whenever you go out with anyone" ?

i dont think i have to tell you when and when i went out with so and so right.
oh! and unlike you, i'm not desperate.
i have a wonderful boyfriend already.
i do not ONLY go out with guys, yea?
sometimes you just need to observe a little more before you make any comments.

and i dont think by talking bad behind my back makes you a friend.
so what if i'm short.
yes, i admit i am.
and does by saying me makes you any taller?
does by saying me makes you feel better?
IF it does, well, go ahead.
i wont shrink just because of your words.
if it could make your day by criticising me then i dont mind you saying zillion times.
i'll feel happy instead.
for making someone happy just by criticising.
i dont even need to do anything.

where do you find such a NICE friend.

2009-05-17T14:10:00.004+08:00

the small words there are 'fuck you'.
quite random.
but i laughed when i saw this picture. haha.

anyways.
thanks to those who wished me yesterday.
and really thanks to the RAINBOW, who gave me a surprise by bringing in a cake when i was mugging. oops!
no choice cos MYE is just tml!
and eunice specially came to meet me to pass me small cakes and a gift.

not to forget.
mad and amanda came specially too to pass me my gifts.
when i havent apply any make up!
haha!

and and and!
i thank guanyin (by zu. cos i'm not christian so i dun thank GOD) for giving me such a nice CT this year.
she gave me a book with a short msg at the first page.
THANK YOU! (:

alrights!
time to continue studying! (:

2009-04-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU, for all the things you've done for me.
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY! (:

2009-04-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

The second A level result.
which made me wanna hug everyone.
this year's percentage of 'A' increases so drastically.
and i'm so glad i'm one of the majority.
cos JINGYI GOT AN 'A' FOR PW!
and that secures my 10 points. lols.
all thanks to my wonderful leader. (:

when everyone was saying this year has only 1.2% getting C,
though i know i wont get till so bad,
but i got a feeling i'll get 'B'.
so can imagine how i feel when i saw the result.
somemore i saw a 'B' and thought thats mine.
end up was another person's.

had island creamery after that. ((:
then went back school.
didnt manage to watch nic run.

love you.

2009-04-05T16:13:00.002+08:00

hey baby girl,

you msged me on friday night telling me this was the month u noticing me and started falling love in me and thereafter all the wonderful things happened=)

just wanna tell you, regarding your previous post, yes i agree time will tell, it is just a matter of time you will realised how much i love you, just a matter of time before u know how much u mean to me just a matter of time before i kneel down before u and asking for your hand, just a matter of time before we have our own house with our 3 different breeds of dogs=)

all in just a matter of time.

but all in all, i love u with the most of my heart ever since 27/4 ever since you first talked to me, ever since we sat together, and ever since i first hold your hand. =)

2009-03-29T16:05:00.007+08:00

its just a matter of time.
when eveything will eventually come to an end.
nothing lasts.
time can prove everything.

anyway,
celebrated mad's birthday on wed.
didnt manage to have time for her last year.
so yupps.

tests have been coming up.
i just cant get econs right even though this is the second time.
and there she goes, making my day worse.

when will i ever get things right?
when will i ever know what lies are?

2009-02-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

baby girl. this is for you.

When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
I will always be there i promise.

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there.
You've got me whenever, where ever.

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And the going gets tough for you
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud.
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door
To hug you, to comfort you.

baby, i love u so much.

2009-02-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

went eterna's house yesterday to visit him.
but it seemed more like house warming. haha.
watched euro trip which me and nic had watched. lols.

den went to buy slippers with nic.
took quite some time cos they dont have my size.
lols.

oh my.
think we are becoming like twins.
same phone.
and i hope they can faster repair my phone.
and and his is white! which i wanted. ):
same slippers. of cos different sizes.
same shirt. though not totally same.
same phone chain. not totally same cos different names. lols.
but i'm loving these. (:

2009-02-05T20:43:00.001+08:00

okay.
school reopened 2, 3 weeks ago.
but orientation started this week.
with CG orientation next week.
nothing much.
it reminded me of e college dance last year.
and e feeling is so different with new peeps.

and surprising enough.
i saw another primary school friend this year.
but he got retained in sec 3.
AHS somemore. lols.

but e good thing was,
at least there's a pasir ris sec guy who makes me nearly drool over.
cute enough. lols.

alrights alrights.
time to study hard.

baoby is love. (:

2009-01-04T23:42:00.002+08:00

如果有一天
我們再見面
時間會不會倒退一點
也許我們都忽略
互相傷害之外的感覺

每次我總獨自遠走保持沉默
不皺眉頭這次你卻說一起走彼此溫柔
從此以後像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧在你的身後
謹慎的步伐每個背影每個場景
都有發過的夢

2008-12-27T19:16:00.002+08:00

27/12/08 -27/4/08= 8 months!!

yes baby, thats how long we are together =)
it's short as we still have a long way to go,
with you by my side,
we will survive through the obstacles life throws at us,
with you by my side,
happiness will never cease to come,
smiles will never cease.
Just wanna tell you again,
and even though i had already told u this
thousand and one times,
but still
i love you.
happy anni and we shall celebrate when you are free=)
love you once again honey pig.

2008-12-17T18:59:00.005+08:00

ahhhhhhhh!
CAPE NO. 7 is one nice show!
with the 7 love letters are touching enough.
and that si tu pid ah gong make me laugh non-stop. lols.
and and and.
i love the songs!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkWUx-4epKs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7GRIWlwkXE
((:

baoby is a skinny pig! haha!
okok.
thanks for pei-ing me to amk early morning. (((:

lovessssssssssssssssssss!

2008-12-15T22:12:00.001+08:00

baby girl!!!!!!!!!!
just wanna say i miss u a lot
and i really appreciate you
and the effort you've been putting in for schoolwork.

27/4/08
loving u always, nicholas

2008-12-06T08:53:00.002+08:00

having millions and millions of thoughts running through my head the whole night.
so many W's and H's.
with so many emotions available,
but i just dunno which one to have.

been having headaches these few days.
like alternate days.
1 day have, next day gone, next next day back again.
and yesterday was 1 of the days.
so initially didnt wanna swim cos not really feeling well.
but brother wasnt swimming and dad wanted me to.
so dad pulled me along with him.
the good thing was,
i felt kinda refreshed.
but it came back when i reached home.
damn.

so was like suffering from insomnia in the night.
due to having a long siesta in the afternoon. lols.

oh well.
life's still gonna go on.
and i'll just wish next year could quickly come and go.

miss you, love.